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Melakukan semua inginku
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Rabu, 30 Juni 2010
Selasa, 29 Juni 2010
ndud lagi,, boleh kah?
hmmm judulnya agak maksa emang,,, lagi2 dy, lagi2 dy,, bosenkah ay?? tapi aku ga pernah bosen,, :)
ay,, agy kepikiran dy terus neh.. sungguh ga bisa lupain dy,, entah... padahal klo di inget sakit.. tapi kebayang terus,, emang cara paling ampuh tu ngingetin semua keburukannya, sikap kasarnya ma aku.. tapi percaya ga percaya ya ay,, i cant' hate him,, i'm seriously... :(
its almost make me thingking of him everyday,, i miss him everyday,, hukz...
realized that he's not mine again was so hard, not a simple progress,, long and have much strugle.. i was loved him... i can feel his breath and hear his voice now, though he's not here.. there's big and high wall between us, but i'm not give up.. i know he need me too like me... sounds like i know everything bout him,, feeling....
yesterday i met him at room,, and he told me that his relationship almost end.. do you know ay?? i can't see if he become down.. i'll neva.. i just want he happy, no matter.. i'd like to see his smile again, thought his smile not for me.. :)
ay,, i'm still love him much... i missing him everytime.. i'm thingking of him more than he can do to me.. and i hope his relationship really really end... what do you think?? i'm bad?? yeah,, that's i am... i still hope for this one anyway..
loved him much...
Jumat, 25 Juni 2010
memang belum bisa,,, maaf...
jalan 2 bulan jomblo lagi,, udah mulai terbiasa sama sepi,, sendiri,, alhamdulillah ajj temen temen sekarang support banget,, lebih lebih kon9kow dan fakin,, ternyata fakin jg dah tw klo ku di tinggal......... hhahaahahahaa,, malu ajj rasanya..
udah mulai bisa lmyn ikhlas liat ndud pergi,, lama ga hub ndud jg, terakhhir kmrn waktu ke nuskam lagii sama rombongan kantor, tapi ya ndud ga mw nemuin aku,, :) ga tw knpa,, mgkin dya takut bakal ngingetin semuanya,, :) ya aku sadar juga, ndud di sana udah ada yg punya, tapi kan sekarang aku sama dy udah abang ade,, masa siy dy gtu?? orang tunangannya di bawa jg aku g masalah kok,, sakit siy waktu itu rasanya,, lebih dari sekedar kecewa,, bahkan abang ku yg di sana, wktu tau aku ke clp ga bilang2 ajj aku di marahin gara2 ga bilang sama dy,, huff.. kok ndud malah gtu... :(
dengerin lagu2 malah bikin iet sama ndud hari ini :(.. menyebalkan!!!!!
ay,, aku kangen dy... 8( hampir nitik air mataku :(.. ga tw ga w ga tw,, knpa ku bisa kya gini sama ndud,, aku sadar bgt dah ga bole punya feel lagi sama dy.. aku kudu kuat luapin ndud,, kudu banget,, aku kudu bisa berpaling,, lo aku ngarepin ndud trs aku bakal stagnat ajj,, jalan di tempat,, ga maju maju,, dan bakal terus2an di bayang2i sama ndud!!
aku ga lemah kok,, kudunya aku bisa,, kudu!!!
hhehheheheee,, keliatannya maksa emg, tpi kudu di sugesti gtu.. klo ga gtu ntr kebawa2 trs,,
aku cape bgt kepikiran dy,,,,,
when the love become an end,, the world simply goes,, the truth face off,, no pain, no tears,, just smile before i walk out of your shadow,, you're not the one,, you're not the best,, just a wrong part in my life,, let me forget you,, let me find some one else,, let me fly to other shoulder,, i'll find my happiness,, i'll find my owner of my heart,, otehr side, other wise, other heart,, i just missing you,,,, :)
Senin, 21 Juni 2010
sherina - pergilah kau
Tak mau lagi aku percaya
Pada semua kasih sayangmu
Tak mau lagi aku tersentuh
Pada semua pengakuanmu
#
Kamu takkan mengerti rasa sakit ini
Kebohongan dari mulut manismu
Reff:
Pergilah kau
Pergi dari hidupku
Bawalah semua rasa bersalahmu
Pergilah kau
Pergi dari hidupku
Bawalah rahasiamu yang tak ingin kutahui
Tak mau lagi aku terjerat
Pada semua janji-janjimu
Tak mau lagi aku terkait
Pada semua permainanmu
Back to #, Reff
Bertahun-tahun bersama
Kupercayaimu
Kubanggakan kamu
Berikan s’galanya
Aku tak mau lagi
Ku tak mau lagi
Back to Reff
Pergilah kau
Tak ingin kutahui
Pergilah kau
Ku tahui
Pada semua kasih sayangmu
Tak mau lagi aku tersentuh
Pada semua pengakuanmu
#
Kamu takkan mengerti rasa sakit ini
Kebohongan dari mulut manismu
Reff:
Pergilah kau
Pergi dari hidupku
Bawalah semua rasa bersalahmu
Pergilah kau
Pergi dari hidupku
Bawalah rahasiamu yang tak ingin kutahui
Tak mau lagi aku terjerat
Pada semua janji-janjimu
Tak mau lagi aku terkait
Pada semua permainanmu
Back to #, Reff
Bertahun-tahun bersama
Kupercayaimu
Kubanggakan kamu
Berikan s’galanya
Aku tak mau lagi
Ku tak mau lagi
Back to Reff
Pergilah kau
Tak ingin kutahui
Pergilah kau
Ku tahui
Kamis, 17 Juni 2010
pelangi di matamu - vidi aldiano
Apa saja yang membuatmu bahagia
Telah ku lakukan untukmu
Demi mengharapkan cintamu
Kini ku bagai menanti
Datangnya pelangi
Di malam hari yang sepi
Ku sadari yang telah ku lakukan
Membuat hatimu terpenjara
Dan tak kuasa ku membukanya
Walau seluruh dayaku ingin bersamamu
Kunci hatimu patah tak terganti
Reff :
Cinta tak harus memiliki
Tak harus menyakiti
Cintaku tak harus mati
Oh cinta
Tak harus bersama
Tak harus menyentuhmu
Membiarkan dirimu dalam bahagia
Walau tak disampingku
Itu ketulusan cintaku
Telah ku lakukan untukmu
Demi mengharapkan cintamu
Kini ku bagai menanti
Datangnya pelangi
Di malam hari yang sepi
Ku sadari yang telah ku lakukan
Membuat hatimu terpenjara
Dan tak kuasa ku membukanya
Walau seluruh dayaku ingin bersamamu
Kunci hatimu patah tak terganti
Reff :
Cinta tak harus memiliki
Tak harus menyakiti
Cintaku tak harus mati
Oh cinta
Tak harus bersama
Tak harus menyentuhmu
Membiarkan dirimu dalam bahagia
Walau tak disampingku
Itu ketulusan cintaku
virus cinta dunia maya
dear ay..
eksis di dunia maya jaman sekarang emang udah bukan barang aneh lagi,, banyak banget situs2 yg bisa di-follow biar kita bisa eksis di dunia maya dengan menampilkan profil kita biar banayk orag yg tau bahwa di dunia niy ada orang kayak kita (wkwkwkwkwkwk). aku termasuk follower trend yg sekarang agy marak ini,, ngikut ini sejak SMA gtu,, dari jaman frienster, facebook, plurk, yahoo, gmail, blog, twitter, dan nimbuzz,, kali ini aku pengen mbahas khusus yg terakhir ini.
NIMBUZZ
yah,, kenal dunia nimbuz tuh gara2 iwin yg diajak jg sama matan pacarnya, sebenernya tau nimbuz jg udah lama sejak SMA tapi kan ini chat HP, nah jaman SMA dlu qw blum punya hape,, xiixxixixixixxii,, jadilah mulai sekitar bulan september 2009 qw download aplikasi ini di hape qw, dan mulai ol pke nama akku_cinta, tadinya masuk di rum jakarta, punya kenalan orang2 jakarta, dari yg nganggep abang nyampe ada yg agak pacaran alias HTS-an,, hhehehehe..
trus mulai menjamahi kampung sendiri,, purwokerto-2510,, sempet jga dekat sama ownernya, sampe dulu agak rebutan gtu ama iwin,, hhhahaahahahaaa.. gabud ya.. :D
pernah jga gara2 dikenalin sama om qw di nimbuzz,, sampe akhirnya ktemuan dan pacaran, tapi ga bertahan lama,, cuma sebulan ajj,, itulah NDUD,, aku dan dy adalah korban maya jadi nyata.. :D
semula emang manis banget, smsan, telpon tiap malem, sampe ketemuan,, hikz,, sudahlah,, he's not the one for me,, he's not the best..
aku bukannya mau bahas atw nginget2 kisah ku sma ndud lagi,, itu udah cukup kita bahas kemaren2,, ga perlu lagi,,, yg aku mw bahas adalah,,, kenapa kita bisa ngrasa deket sama seseorang hanya karena sering chat bareng, bahkan orangnya pun kita ga pernah liat, ga pernah tau wujudnya.. dan aku sering mengalami itu.. terutama sama HHTS-an ku...
emg siy banyak, tpi kan ga pernah mendua gtu,, mksdnya satu2 klo yg satu pergi, yg lain dateng,, ngunu.. mskipun maya tapi klo udah ngena di hati bisa jadi nyakitin ati jg lhho ay.. sungguh.. apalagi klo contact list kita nyampe di buang.. wah sakit bgt, brasa kehilangan banget.. aku pernah kya gtu... sape nangis2 gara2 ano (temen deket aku - anak bandung) nge-delete aku dari cl nya,, huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuu... so sad lah pokoknya... :D
tapi hampir smua org yg aku kenal di nimbuz yg ol nya tipa hari itu kena virus cinta dunia maya,,, tiap hari panggilnya sayang2an,, pokoknya kaya org pacaran ajj. tapi nyatanya ya ga ada ikatan apapun, bahkan belum pernah liad orangnya.. aneh ga siy??? ironisnya, hal aku anggap aneh ini pun pernah banget aku lakuin :D.. beneran deh..
memang brasa ajj di hati, ga tau knpa,, ntar klo kebawa nyata jadi sakit.. hadoh...
yah, intinya mainan maya tuh juga kudu jaga hati,, ga bole terlalu terikat sdama hub maya ajj,, takutnya daeptnya cuman harapan kosong ajj,, xixxixixxixixixixii
di sudahi dulu lah ya,, aku agy ngedit prof di nimbuzzer.net niy.. buat hiburan,,,
ntar klo ada tambahn posting,, segera aku lengkapi ajj.. see ya ay..
mmmmuuuaaaaaccchh.... xixixixxixi
eksis di dunia maya jaman sekarang emang udah bukan barang aneh lagi,, banyak banget situs2 yg bisa di-follow biar kita bisa eksis di dunia maya dengan menampilkan profil kita biar banayk orag yg tau bahwa di dunia niy ada orang kayak kita (wkwkwkwkwkwk). aku termasuk follower trend yg sekarang agy marak ini,, ngikut ini sejak SMA gtu,, dari jaman frienster, facebook, plurk, yahoo, gmail, blog, twitter, dan nimbuzz,, kali ini aku pengen mbahas khusus yg terakhir ini.
NIMBUZZ
yah,, kenal dunia nimbuz tuh gara2 iwin yg diajak jg sama matan pacarnya, sebenernya tau nimbuz jg udah lama sejak SMA tapi kan ini chat HP, nah jaman SMA dlu qw blum punya hape,, xiixxixixixixxii,, jadilah mulai sekitar bulan september 2009 qw download aplikasi ini di hape qw, dan mulai ol pke nama akku_cinta, tadinya masuk di rum jakarta, punya kenalan orang2 jakarta, dari yg nganggep abang nyampe ada yg agak pacaran alias HTS-an,, hhehehehe..
trus mulai menjamahi kampung sendiri,, purwokerto-2510,, sempet jga dekat sama ownernya, sampe dulu agak rebutan gtu ama iwin,, hhhahaahahahaaa.. gabud ya.. :D
pernah jga gara2 dikenalin sama om qw di nimbuzz,, sampe akhirnya ktemuan dan pacaran, tapi ga bertahan lama,, cuma sebulan ajj,, itulah NDUD,, aku dan dy adalah korban maya jadi nyata.. :D
semula emang manis banget, smsan, telpon tiap malem, sampe ketemuan,, hikz,, sudahlah,, he's not the one for me,, he's not the best..
aku bukannya mau bahas atw nginget2 kisah ku sma ndud lagi,, itu udah cukup kita bahas kemaren2,, ga perlu lagi,,, yg aku mw bahas adalah,,, kenapa kita bisa ngrasa deket sama seseorang hanya karena sering chat bareng, bahkan orangnya pun kita ga pernah liat, ga pernah tau wujudnya.. dan aku sering mengalami itu.. terutama sama HHTS-an ku...
emg siy banyak, tpi kan ga pernah mendua gtu,, mksdnya satu2 klo yg satu pergi, yg lain dateng,, ngunu.. mskipun maya tapi klo udah ngena di hati bisa jadi nyakitin ati jg lhho ay.. sungguh.. apalagi klo contact list kita nyampe di buang.. wah sakit bgt, brasa kehilangan banget.. aku pernah kya gtu... sape nangis2 gara2 ano (temen deket aku - anak bandung) nge-delete aku dari cl nya,, huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuu... so sad lah pokoknya... :D
tapi hampir smua org yg aku kenal di nimbuz yg ol nya tipa hari itu kena virus cinta dunia maya,,, tiap hari panggilnya sayang2an,, pokoknya kaya org pacaran ajj. tapi nyatanya ya ga ada ikatan apapun, bahkan belum pernah liad orangnya.. aneh ga siy??? ironisnya, hal aku anggap aneh ini pun pernah banget aku lakuin :D.. beneran deh..
memang brasa ajj di hati, ga tau knpa,, ntar klo kebawa nyata jadi sakit.. hadoh...
yah, intinya mainan maya tuh juga kudu jaga hati,, ga bole terlalu terikat sdama hub maya ajj,, takutnya daeptnya cuman harapan kosong ajj,, xixxixixxixixixixii
di sudahi dulu lah ya,, aku agy ngedit prof di nimbuzzer.net niy.. buat hiburan,,,
ntar klo ada tambahn posting,, segera aku lengkapi ajj.. see ya ay..
mmmmuuuaaaaaccchh.... xixixixxixi
Selasa, 15 Juni 2010
lucky - jason mraz
Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
you and i both - jason mraz
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now,
Oh love, no
You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore, mmm...
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free
And it's okay if you have to go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang
Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, out of words.
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now,
Oh love, no
You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore, mmm...
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free
And it's okay if you have to go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang
Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, out of words.
make it mine- jason mraz
Wake up everyone
How can you sleep at a time like this
Unless the dreamer is the real you
Listen to your voice
The one that tells you to taste past the tip of your tongue
Lip and the net will appear
I don't wanna wake before
The dream is over
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes i... I know it
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I'll make it all mine
I keep my life on a heavy rotation
Requesting that it's lifting you up
Up up and away
And over to a table at the gratitude cafe
And I am finally there
And all the angels they'll be singing
Ah la la la ah la la la I la la la la love you
I don't wanna break before
The tour is over
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes i...i know it
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I'll make it all mine
And timing's everything
And this time there's plenty
I am balancing
Careful and steady
And reveling in energy that everyone's emitting
I don't wanna wait no more
No I wanna celebrate the whole world
I'm gonna make it mine
Because I'm following your joy
I'm gonna make it mine
Because I... I am open
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I... I'm gonna show it
Yes I'm gonna make it mine
It's mine...
Yes I will make it all mine
How can you sleep at a time like this
Unless the dreamer is the real you
Listen to your voice
The one that tells you to taste past the tip of your tongue
Lip and the net will appear
I don't wanna wake before
The dream is over
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes i... I know it
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I'll make it all mine
I keep my life on a heavy rotation
Requesting that it's lifting you up
Up up and away
And over to a table at the gratitude cafe
And I am finally there
And all the angels they'll be singing
Ah la la la ah la la la I la la la la love you
I don't wanna break before
The tour is over
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes i...i know it
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I'll make it all mine
And timing's everything
And this time there's plenty
I am balancing
Careful and steady
And reveling in energy that everyone's emitting
I don't wanna wait no more
No I wanna celebrate the whole world
I'm gonna make it mine
Because I'm following your joy
I'm gonna make it mine
Because I... I am open
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I... I'm gonna show it
Yes I'm gonna make it mine
It's mine...
Yes I will make it all mine
apologize
I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Bridge (guitar/piano)
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Bridge (guitar/piano)
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...
since i found you - christian bautista
I think of you in everything that i do
to be with you what ever it takes i'll do
cause you my love, you all my heart desires
you've lighten up my life forever i'm alive
since I found you my world seems so brand new
you've show me the love I never knew
your presence is what my whole life through
since I found you my life begin so new
now who needs a dream when there is you
for all of my dreams came true
since I found you
your love shines bright
through all the corners of my heart
maybe you are my dearest heart
I give you all I have my heart, my soul, my life
my destiny is you
forever true... I'm so in love with you
since I found you my world seems so brand new
you've show me the love I never knew
your presence is what my whole life through
since I found you my life begin so new
now who needs a dream when there is you
for all of my dreams came true
since I found you
my heart forever true...
in love with you..
to be with you what ever it takes i'll do
cause you my love, you all my heart desires
you've lighten up my life forever i'm alive
since I found you my world seems so brand new
you've show me the love I never knew
your presence is what my whole life through
since I found you my life begin so new
now who needs a dream when there is you
for all of my dreams came true
since I found you
your love shines bright
through all the corners of my heart
maybe you are my dearest heart
I give you all I have my heart, my soul, my life
my destiny is you
forever true... I'm so in love with you
since I found you my world seems so brand new
you've show me the love I never knew
your presence is what my whole life through
since I found you my life begin so new
now who needs a dream when there is you
for all of my dreams came true
since I found you
my heart forever true...
in love with you..
Jumat, 11 Juni 2010
nothing to lose - MLTR
There are times when you make me laugh
There are moments when you drive me mad
There are seconds when I see the light
Though many times you made me cry
There's something you don't understand
I want to be your man
Chorus:
Nothing to lose your love to win
Hoping so bad that you'll let me in
I'm at your feet waiting for you
I've got time and nothing to lose
There are times when I believe in you
These moments when I feel close to you
There are times I think that I am yours
There many times I feel I am sure
There's something you don't understand
I want to be your man
Chorus:
Nothing to lose your love to win
Hoping so bad that you'll let me in
I'm at your feet waiting for you
I've got time and nothing to lose
I'll always be around you
Keep an eye on you
Cos my patience is strong
And I won't let you run
Cos you are the only one (and you are the only one... )
Chorus:
Nothing to lose your love to win
Hoping so bad that you'll let me in
I'm at your feet waiting for you
I've got time and nothing to lose
I've got time and nothing to lose
There are moments when you drive me mad
There are seconds when I see the light
Though many times you made me cry
There's something you don't understand
I want to be your man
Chorus:
Nothing to lose your love to win
Hoping so bad that you'll let me in
I'm at your feet waiting for you
I've got time and nothing to lose
There are times when I believe in you
These moments when I feel close to you
There are times I think that I am yours
There many times I feel I am sure
There's something you don't understand
I want to be your man
Chorus:
Nothing to lose your love to win
Hoping so bad that you'll let me in
I'm at your feet waiting for you
I've got time and nothing to lose
I'll always be around you
Keep an eye on you
Cos my patience is strong
And I won't let you run
Cos you are the only one (and you are the only one... )
Chorus:
Nothing to lose your love to win
Hoping so bad that you'll let me in
I'm at your feet waiting for you
I've got time and nothing to lose
I've got time and nothing to lose
Kamis, 10 Juni 2010
sharing sama ndud
dear ay,,
critanya kemarin ndud di Purwokerto, papahnya mz sony sakit.. di RS margono yg baru, jdi ndud nengokin beliau.. trs ngabarin aku pagi2na,, tadinya dy mw ke kantor, tpi ma aku ga bole, mending sekalian jmput aku aj,, hheheheee..
akhirnya ya jadilah si ndud njemput aku,, tak smsin smw numb nya, abisnya dy lama bgt, eh ternyata nm axisnya di bojonya hheeheheee,, ya kan meneketehe.... tpi gpp kok..
trs nganterin plg dy,, dy bilang dy agy ga enk badan, trs tak belike obt.. tak bikinin minum anget jg.. dy curhat banyak ma aku.. ttg keluarga, bisnisnya, pacarnya dan hidupnya sekarang.. ay,, dy keliatan beda bgt dari dulu pertama ketemu aku.. keliatan bingung,, air mukanya gemrungsung,, ya gtu lah,, aku jadi kasan ma dy..
dya crita banyak hal sama aku,, usahanya lagi kolaps, gara2 kena denda PLN krna masang alat penambah daya,, pacarnya agy ga perhatian,, d sms balesna lama,, dy ngrasa sendirian di cilacap.. padahal keluarganya yg di cilacap banyak ay.. aku blg klo jgn suka ngilang2in, katanya sekarang agy ngrasa jauh bgt sama keluarganya,, klo di t4 pakdenya yg di nuri dy ngrasa terkekang,, dan keluarga yg lain pun ga mw tau,, dy bilang agy susah gini ga ada yg ndeket, giliran ntar sukses pada ndeket sendiri2,, kaget bgt ay,, sungguh kaget seorang ndud bisa blg gtu ttg keluarganya...
trs ttg pacarnya,, dulu pernah ndud putusin gara2 cewenya hub sama mantannya,, tpi trs pacarnya itu ga mw di putus,, nangis2 jere.. xixixixiii.. ndud bilang agy butuh banget perhatian,, sedangkan cewenya ga bisa kasi itu.. huff.. lha aku kudu gmn jal?? ndud yg aneh,,, udah gtu, aku suru ngeyakinin dy klo dy mw merid,, huff.. ndud ga tw kah????
semalem aku memposisikan diri sbg sahabat ay,, beneran.. aku dengerin smw curhatnya.. aku nanggepin apa yg dy katakan.. dan aku nangkep lo dy kya di kejar2 gtu,, entah di kejar2 apa akupun ga tw.. soalnya, dari yg aku denger dri dy, dy yg kesannya ngrencanain semuanya, dy yg bikin dirinya brasa di kejar2.. karna keputusannya dy.. ay, aku kasian liad dy kya gtu,, aku ga tega ay.. aku kangen dy yg dulu.... dy yg ceria,, bukan yg kya gini... ay brasa ajj kehilangan lagi..
semalem aku bilang sama dy klo dy terlalu kya di kejar2 deadline, dan dy ngakuin itu,, trs aku liad dy... mukanya sayu...
trs ibu lewat, bru plg dari humz uti.. dy ngliatin aku,, tak bilang ajj,, itu ibuku.. eh dy blg mw kenalan,, hhahahaahahaa,, akhirnya ya kenalan sama ibu :D dan aku yg deg2an ndiri ay... xixixixixixiii,,,,
'emg masi ngaruh mz?' aku blg gtu :D
yah akhirnya mereka b2 udh saling kenal,, brasa aneh ajj ay, sungguh,,, ga tw deh,, aku ya bingung...
dy sakit,, tdinya tak suruh jgn pulang,, nginep t4 mz soni,, eh dy ga mau,, katanya besok ada gawean,, yassud... jadinya pulang grimisan gtu...
untung dah di minum antanginnya...
ay,,,
aku cuma memposisikan diri jadi sahabat, ade dan pendengar yg baik,, ga ada mksd apapun kok... beneran...
aku dah ikhlas ay..
:)
aku cuman kasian,, bener,,,
semoga dy bahagia dgn pilihannya,,,
Amin
critanya kemarin ndud di Purwokerto, papahnya mz sony sakit.. di RS margono yg baru, jdi ndud nengokin beliau.. trs ngabarin aku pagi2na,, tadinya dy mw ke kantor, tpi ma aku ga bole, mending sekalian jmput aku aj,, hheheheee..
akhirnya ya jadilah si ndud njemput aku,, tak smsin smw numb nya, abisnya dy lama bgt, eh ternyata nm axisnya di bojonya hheeheheee,, ya kan meneketehe.... tpi gpp kok..
trs nganterin plg dy,, dy bilang dy agy ga enk badan, trs tak belike obt.. tak bikinin minum anget jg.. dy curhat banyak ma aku.. ttg keluarga, bisnisnya, pacarnya dan hidupnya sekarang.. ay,, dy keliatan beda bgt dari dulu pertama ketemu aku.. keliatan bingung,, air mukanya gemrungsung,, ya gtu lah,, aku jadi kasan ma dy..
dya crita banyak hal sama aku,, usahanya lagi kolaps, gara2 kena denda PLN krna masang alat penambah daya,, pacarnya agy ga perhatian,, d sms balesna lama,, dy ngrasa sendirian di cilacap.. padahal keluarganya yg di cilacap banyak ay.. aku blg klo jgn suka ngilang2in, katanya sekarang agy ngrasa jauh bgt sama keluarganya,, klo di t4 pakdenya yg di nuri dy ngrasa terkekang,, dan keluarga yg lain pun ga mw tau,, dy bilang agy susah gini ga ada yg ndeket, giliran ntar sukses pada ndeket sendiri2,, kaget bgt ay,, sungguh kaget seorang ndud bisa blg gtu ttg keluarganya...
trs ttg pacarnya,, dulu pernah ndud putusin gara2 cewenya hub sama mantannya,, tpi trs pacarnya itu ga mw di putus,, nangis2 jere.. xixixixiii.. ndud bilang agy butuh banget perhatian,, sedangkan cewenya ga bisa kasi itu.. huff.. lha aku kudu gmn jal?? ndud yg aneh,,, udah gtu, aku suru ngeyakinin dy klo dy mw merid,, huff.. ndud ga tw kah????
semalem aku memposisikan diri sbg sahabat ay,, beneran.. aku dengerin smw curhatnya.. aku nanggepin apa yg dy katakan.. dan aku nangkep lo dy kya di kejar2 gtu,, entah di kejar2 apa akupun ga tw.. soalnya, dari yg aku denger dri dy, dy yg kesannya ngrencanain semuanya, dy yg bikin dirinya brasa di kejar2.. karna keputusannya dy.. ay, aku kasian liad dy kya gtu,, aku ga tega ay.. aku kangen dy yg dulu.... dy yg ceria,, bukan yg kya gini... ay brasa ajj kehilangan lagi..
semalem aku bilang sama dy klo dy terlalu kya di kejar2 deadline, dan dy ngakuin itu,, trs aku liad dy... mukanya sayu...
trs ibu lewat, bru plg dari humz uti.. dy ngliatin aku,, tak bilang ajj,, itu ibuku.. eh dy blg mw kenalan,, hhahahaahahaa,, akhirnya ya kenalan sama ibu :D dan aku yg deg2an ndiri ay... xixixixixixiii,,,,
'emg masi ngaruh mz?' aku blg gtu :D
yah akhirnya mereka b2 udh saling kenal,, brasa aneh ajj ay, sungguh,,, ga tw deh,, aku ya bingung...
dy sakit,, tdinya tak suruh jgn pulang,, nginep t4 mz soni,, eh dy ga mau,, katanya besok ada gawean,, yassud... jadinya pulang grimisan gtu...
untung dah di minum antanginnya...
ay,,,
aku cuma memposisikan diri jadi sahabat, ade dan pendengar yg baik,, ga ada mksd apapun kok... beneran...
aku dah ikhlas ay..
:)
aku cuman kasian,, bener,,,
semoga dy bahagia dgn pilihannya,,,
Amin
Rabu, 09 Juni 2010
tak pernah setengah hati - tompi
Tak pernah setengah hati
Ku mencintaimuku memiliki dirimu
Setulus-tulusnya jiwa
Ku serahkan semua hanya untukmu
Tak pernah aku niati untuk melukaimu
Atau meninggalkan dirimu
Sesal ku selalu bila tak sengaja
Aku buat kau menangis
Reff
Memiliki mencintai dirimu kasihku
Tak akan pernah membuat diriku menyesal
Sungguh matiku
Hidupku 'kan selalu membutuhkan kamu
Ku mencintaimuku memiliki dirimu
Setulus-tulusnya jiwa
Ku serahkan semua hanya untukmu
Tak pernah aku niati untuk melukaimu
Atau meninggalkan dirimu
Sesal ku selalu bila tak sengaja
Aku buat kau menangis
Reff
Memiliki mencintai dirimu kasihku
Tak akan pernah membuat diriku menyesal
Sungguh matiku
Hidupku 'kan selalu membutuhkan kamu
Jumat, 04 Juni 2010
beutifull girl - christian bautista
Beautiful girl, wherever you are
I knew when I saw you, you had opened the door
I knew that I’d love again after a long, long while
I’d love again.
You said “hello” and I turned to go
But something in your eyes left my heart beating so
I just knew that I’d love again after a long, long while
I’d love again.
Refrain : It was destiny’s game
For when love finally came on
I rushed in line only to find
That you were gone.
Whenever you are, I fear that I might
Have lost you forever like a song in the night
Now that I’ve loved again after a long, long while
I’ve loved again.
*Repeat Refrain
Beautiful girl, I’ll search on for you
‘Til all of your loveliness in my arms come true
You’ve made me love again after a long, long while
In love again
And I’m glad that it’s you
Hmm, beautiful girl
I knew when I saw you, you had opened the door
I knew that I’d love again after a long, long while
I’d love again.
You said “hello” and I turned to go
But something in your eyes left my heart beating so
I just knew that I’d love again after a long, long while
I’d love again.
Refrain : It was destiny’s game
For when love finally came on
I rushed in line only to find
That you were gone.
Whenever you are, I fear that I might
Have lost you forever like a song in the night
Now that I’ve loved again after a long, long while
I’ve loved again.
*Repeat Refrain
Beautiful girl, I’ll search on for you
‘Til all of your loveliness in my arms come true
You’ve made me love again after a long, long while
In love again
And I’m glad that it’s you
Hmm, beautiful girl
long journey become 20
ummmmm,,, ga brasa udah 2010.. umur qw udah mau nambah ajj,, hhahahaha,, become 20 niy,, huwaaaaaaaaaa,, kepala dua kah?????? agak parno juga niy,, hhehehe..
jalan yg lumayan panjang daripada lumanyun,, hhhehehe garing!!
ya panjang jalan qw sampe di umur ini,, bnyak bgt cobaan yg dateng dan membentuk aku yg sekarang ini,, dari keluarga, kerjaan, mantan dan aku sendiri,,, yaa,,bertarung ngelawan ego ku sendiri itu ga gampang lho.. butuh pengertian dari diri aku sendiri, butuh banyak instropeksi diri,, :) dan alhamdulillah aku nyampe ke tahap ini.. :)
ditarik kebelakang,, banyak hal yg masi kudu dirpiin lagi dri diri qw,, yg pasti kudu lebih baik dari yg dulu,, udah kudu memikirkan segala hal sebelum betindak, kudu mikir masa depan qw bakal gimana,, kudu bersikap dewasa sama hal2 yg dateng ke aku... too much thing to do, but it must be done..
klo kata org mah umur segini tuh masa2 nyari jati diri yg sesungguhnya,, agagggaaa..
actually i'm still learning and growing up,, :D
baerharap semoga semua2 dimudahkan olehNya ,, dari masalah keluarga, rejeki, dan jodoh.. amin Ya Rabb..
absolutelly aku berkembang,, pikiran, mental dn hati.. :) cukupkanlah yg terbaik utk qw,, semoga bisa sabar njalani semuanya..
harapan ke depan siy kurang lebih kya gtu,,, dan buat masalh jodoh, aku balikin lagi sama Allah.. entah mau balik,, entah dapet yg baru... yg jelas utk saat niy aku masi pengin sendiri dulu... :)
ucapan makasi...
1. buat Allah SWT yg ngijinin aku hidup sampe usia ini,, alhamdulillah... :)
2. buat org tua qw thx for dukunagnnay selma ini,, maaf aku masi bandel dan keras kepala,, hhehehe..
3. buat sahabat2 yg dukung aku dari jaman esd sampe esema miss u guys,, thx 4 being my best sista and brotha :D kapan gila2an lagi ya.. hhahahahahahayyy
4. buat mantan ku,, hhhahahaaa,,, part ini ga akan pernah tau deh.. banyak bgt misterinya. xixixixixi... pokoknya ya hope the best 4me,, paling ga,, yg mw defense dan ga cuma omdo!!! :))
5. org2 baik yg kenal maupun engga... makasi pernah mampir di hidupku... :)
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,,,,
menjalani hidup dgn umur kepala 2..
bismilaah....
:)
SAMPAI KAPAN - ALEXA
Akukan datang untukmu
Disaat kau menginginkanku
Tapi kau pergi sesuka hatimu
Sampai kapan kau begini
Sampai kapan, kapan, sampai kapan
Kita bisa bertemu
Sampai kapan, kapan, sampai kapan
Kita bisa berdua
Selama ini, selama ini
Ku ingin kita bersama
Selama ini, selama ini
Kuingin kita bercinta selamanya
Akukan datang untukmu
Disaat kau merindukanku
Tapi kau pergi
Sesuka hatimu
Sampai kapan kau begini
Sampai ku menanti
Sampai kapan ku disini
Bersamamu selamanya
Disaat kau menginginkanku
Tapi kau pergi sesuka hatimu
Sampai kapan kau begini
Sampai kapan, kapan, sampai kapan
Kita bisa bertemu
Sampai kapan, kapan, sampai kapan
Kita bisa berdua
Selama ini, selama ini
Ku ingin kita bersama
Selama ini, selama ini
Kuingin kita bercinta selamanya
Akukan datang untukmu
Disaat kau merindukanku
Tapi kau pergi
Sesuka hatimu
Sampai kapan kau begini
Sampai ku menanti
Sampai kapan ku disini
Bersamamu selamanya
Kamis, 03 Juni 2010
ga berjudul lah
kini harus aku lewati sepi hariku tanpa dirimu lagi..
biarkan kini ku berdiri melawan waktu tuk melupakanmu..
walau sedih hati, namun aku bertahan....
by glenn fredly
lirik lagunya lho,, hukz hukz,,
i have to smile,, he turn my whole life so blue,, 8(
bener mulai proses buat ngelupain semua kenangan sama dy,, kmrn ga ol sama sekali akku_cinta,, eh dy ngerum trs ett yg ayy_,, muw ga ditrima ga enk,,ditrima ya nambahin pikiran,, bukan nambahin pikiran ding,, tpi kebayang ajj.. halah!!!!!!
Ya alloh.. cukupkanlah.....
KUDU ikhlas,, aku bisa dan aku kuat <]...
skrg jdi seneng ngledekin dy,, hhahahaahaaa,, barusan pv niy,, dy selalu duluan yg buka percakapan,, apa dy ga mw lepasin aku ya *SIGH* buat apa coba?? kan dy dah punya calon istri,, knp dy masi suka gangguin aku sama candaannya y?? *ermm*
tadi pv,, dy tanyain aku skrg,, knp pm qw kya gtu 'dlu sblm ada dy hdp qw baik2 aj,, skrg stlh dy pergi, qw jg kudu baik2 ajj <]' tanya sypa 'dy',, halah lebay bgt dy,, trs aku jwbin klo 'dy itu orgnya mirip ma ndud :D.. pokkonya tanya ga jelas,, trs dy apus jid qw, eh posting masi syg katanya,, minta di ett lagi *ermm* geje kan dy,.....
dalam hatiku siy ku lmyn udah biasa ajj... mksdnya ga bgtu ngena lah,, mskpn masi sdkt,, hhehehe.. wajar kan,,
aku cma pengen liad dy bahagia,,, itu ajj :)
dfan aku jg bahagia dgn org lain :)
miss u bebz qw :)
Selasa, 01 Juni 2010
instropeksi diri
pagi.........
udah at kantor niy,, secara jam 9,, hheheheheheee..
gini ay,, aku lagi ngrasa down lgi,, ga tau knpa,, aku kira semua udah plong sejak maki2 dy di srandil kmrn,, puas ak maki dy,, lega semuanya,, tpi kenapa beberapa hari ini i feel bad.. kangen dy, nangis lagi dan ngerasa be a stupid girl untuk kesekian kalinya,, :(
postingnya keputus2 deh,, aku nyambi kerja niy.. ok ok ok ok ok...
aku lagi brasa hampa lagi neh.. ga tw kenapa, rasanya hampa ajj,, ya, intinya masi soal ndud, ol ajj males, ga pengen ngapa2in, ngerum bingung,, akhirnya ga ol jid akku_cinta nya,, xixiixiixii,,
entah butuh waktu berapa lama lagi buat lupain semua rasa,, entah butuh waktu brapa lama buat sembuh dari egoku sendiri,, entah sampai kapan aku bisa memupuis kenangan qw sama ndud.. da aku harap aku kuat ngadepin ini smua,,
i'm totally change,, aku berubah,, ya,, banyak hal yg dulu ada, skrg jdi ga ada.. banyak hal yg dlu ga pernah aku pikirkan, malah semuanya terjadi.. aku jadi bingung.. aku bahkan ga tau apa yg terjadi dgn driku saat niy.. ga tw apa yg aku inginkan saat niy.. aku gamang........
egoku bener2 terluka,, aku tersakiti karna egonya,, dy yg bikin aku kya gini,, dy yg bikin aku jdi egois jg,, pokoknya dia yg salah,,
andaikan dy mau nekan sedikit eonya dan kembali sama aku,,,,,, *sigh
tpi itu cuman khayalan bodoh ajj,, harusnya aku udah ga mikirin dy dgn segala hal yg mungkin (atow ga mgkin trjadi).. aku terlalu ga sanggup buat ngerelain dy pergi setelah seua yg dy dapet.. aku udah syg gt sama dy.. tpi knpa dy ninggalin aku cuma krna dy pengen nikah... sumpah,, sekali lagi aku terluka krna egonya..
sungguh aku pengin nangis,, aku pengin maki2 dy di depannya,, biar ajj semua org tau klo dy itu the old jerk di maya!!!!!!
huffffffffff... aku bencii dy...
tapi klo dy nikahan, apa aku sanggup ya liat dan dateng?? hikz hikz hikz
kudu siap ya ay,, kan ikhlasin dy,, mending liat langsung kan,,, sakit ya sekalian,, hhehehe...
so far,, aku kehilangan aku yg sebenarnya ay,, entah..
banyak hal,, banyak banget malah.. aku jadi jarang nulis lagi,, aku jadi pendiam,, aku agak pesimis, aku suka berkhayal berlebihan, aku lebih egois, aku ga peduli dunia luar, aku sendirian,,
mengerikan kan???? damn!!!
knpa dy benar2 mengubah duniaku?? dan itu menyebalkan...
sedih..
tapi qw kudu toughtfull donk,, aku kuat kok :) aku yakin itu :D
aku ga lemah :)
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